It’s a solid 276 pages in print. You can get it on Amazon.
How had I let myself get so deep so quickly that it could hurt this much?
I couldn’t have a real relationship with Patrick’s father, and if I tried for the few weeks I had left, I’d just end up falling all the way and get my heart broken. I didn’t want to hurt that way, and I was already terrified that if I let myself fall a little for Colin, I’d fall all the way. It wasn’t worth it. Was it?
But what would it be like to truly feel something for the man I was with?
I’d been nice. She was young and still innocent, and I’d done my level best not to push too hard too fast. I’d been patient. Again and again I’d let her back down, even when I saw the need which was consuming me mirrored in those incredible golden eyes. But when she came to my house and begged me, well, how much can a man take? I’d warned her.
Now I was going to make her mine, just as I’d promised.
21,000 words (approximately 84 pages). The next installment will be out in the second half of August.
Trigger warning: If you don’t like serials written in installments with cliffhanger endings and explicit sex, go find your safe space. Or you can just wait until I’ve finished all four parts and I publish them all as a single book in a couple of months.
So the new edition is about 75% longer (16,000 words versus 9,000) , and the original text has been revised a bit. I did a cover change to indicate that this is a steamy romance rather than erotica as well. I really liked the old covers, but they just don’t fit the story as I’m writing it. There will be three more installments at this length, and that’s all. There’s still steamy sex, but I’ve shifted the focus from the sex to the development of the relationship between Sylvie and Colin. For those readers who want the whole thing at once, when I complete the series I’ll do a bundled edition and a paperback since it will be novel length (over 60,000 words, somewhere around 200 pages).
If this goes well, I’ll follow it up with a four part student/teacher romance I’ve been working on.
There are a few things happening here. The Omnibus Edition of My Wildest Fantasy containing all 8 installments is now available. The paperback version is almost ready to go. I’m just waiting on a cover to finish it up.
Obsessed is going to be reworked. I had initially intended it to be another 8 part serial like MWF, but I’ve changed my mind. Instead it will be a 4 part serial with substantially longer installments. There will still be steamy, sweaty sex, but so many people seemed to like the relationship between Callie and Blake in MWF that I decided I wanted to focus more on that aspect of the story in Obsessed. I’ll be re-releasing it in the longer format as a romance priced at 99 cents, rather than as erotica priced at $2.99. That ought to make a lot of people happy.
Now for the part that’s not going to make a lot of people happy – I’ve pulled both series from all the distributors except Amazon, and enrolled them in Amazon’s Select/Kindle Unlimited program. While I prefer to publish my works everywhere and give them as broad a distribution as possible, this has become less tenable in the last few months because of actions taken by the other distributors.
Google and Kobo have both taken steps to minimize the effectiveness of free books. Most of you probably found me in the first place because of my free titles, so you can imagine the effect that has had on my sales on both of those outlets. The stupid thing is that both distributors know it as well – Kobo actually used to actively promote free books that were the first in a series back when they were first courting indie writers. In addition, Google appears to be doing the same kind of suppression to paid indie books in both the browse categories and search. My sales on Google Play have declined 75% from their high, and Kobo is down 66% from theirs.
Barnes and Noble’s market share is eroding month by month, largely due to their own incompetence and short-sightedness. Their customers know that they have been actively trying to unload their ereader onto another company, and who wants to buy a Nook and a bunch of books tied to that platform when you have no idea if the company is even going to support it in a year or two? So my sales on B&N have been steadily dropping despite new releases and adding in my entire Olivia Blake catalog over the last few months.
iTunes? No one seems to know how to make money on ebooks there. For some unknown reason my Olivia Blake books shot to the moon there in May. I was selling almost as much as on Amazon. And then on May 30th it stopped, literally shut down overnight. I was getting over 50 free downloads of Winter’s Heat every single day in May. After May 30th I was getting 4 – 5 a week. Needless to say, sales went straight to zero. As for my Kelli Wolfe books… *sigh* Apple recently yanked a large number of my books from iTunes and forced me to remove the catalog in the back which lists all of my books. No reason was given, and the fact that all of the books listed were available in the iTunes store was apparently irrelevant. Then they decided that I couldn’t so much as include a link in the back to my publisher website which has all my books listed. As you can imagine, that led to a steep sales decline.
Kobo and iTunes have also begun blocking books as “pseudo-incest” even when there is no relationship between the main characters. Best friend’s dad/dad’s best friend stories are now apparently fair game, even though this is a popular, perfectly acceptable trope in romance. Spring Break with My Dad’s Best Friend (which is one of my favorite stories I’ve written) and Stealing Dad’s Best Friend were both delisted from iTunes in 2015 because they decided to reinterpret what pseudo-incest meant. Stealing had been published there since 2011. The My Wildest Fantasy series was blocked from publication on iTunes for the same thing until the staff at Draft2Digital went to bat for me and finally got it pushed through. Kobo decided to retroactively yank the series for the same reason, after it had already been published there for over a year. And of course there’s no arguing about the silliness of any of this, because the content review teams don’t give a damn about what the content policies actually are. They simply block things because they personally find them distasteful, and then make up some kind of justification for it. This kind of arbitrary nonsense has cost me quite literally weeks of time and cost me the income from one of my top selling series on two platforms.
I’ll give you one guess as to where my sales are actually increasing.
Sales on my Kelli Wolfe catalog on Amazon are up 50% from January. Every single other outlet has seen a 20-50% decline over that same period.
Sales on my Olivia Blake catalog on Amazon are up 1000% since January. Yes, that’s right. Olivia Blake is selling 10 times as much on Amazon now as in January. As of now, my Olivia Blake sales on Amazon make up 1/3 of my total writing income. My Olivia Blake sales across all of the other distributors put together don’t add up to even 10% of that.
So, from a business perspective – and this is a business, I haven’t had a day job for over a year – this is a no-brainer. You go where the money is. You go where the readers are. You put your main effort into the one company that actually seems interested in placing your books in front of those readers. The companies that seem bent on making it as hard as possible to succeed on their platforms get whatever is left over. That means I need to shift my focus to Amazon, which means putting as much as I can into Kindle Unlimited. And if you think I’m the only writer considering this move, think again.
I did a trial run of this already, pulling down Cinderella and my six stepbrother romances and enrolling them in Select. They’ve all made significantly more money in KU than they made when they were published everywhere else. Seeing the precipitous dip my sales took with all the other distributors in June while Amazon continued to rise was the last straw. Between now and Christmas I’m going to be pulling more of my older titles down and enrolling them in Select, and all of my new releases are going into Select right off the bat. They’ll stay in at least 90 days. If they continue to do well, they’ll stay in forever. I’ve got 5 years of sales data that give me a pretty good indication of how much money a title can make published outside of Amazon. If I think a book can make more by keeping it exclusive to Amazon, I’ll do that.
To my readers on the other platforms, I’m sorry. I really am. I published everywhere when I started in 2011, and I’ve been one of the loudest opponents of Select and Kindle Unlimited since Amazon rolled them out. I’m really not a huge fan of Amazon or the way that they treat authors. But for the last five years I’ve waited and hoped that the other guys would get their act together and make even a minimal effort to improve their ebook sales businesses, and it’s just not happening. If anything, they’re going in the opposite direction and making things worse. Eventually most of my books will probably make it to wherever you are, but I’m not even going to pretend to offer timelines on that any longer.
The only way to change that is for you, the reader, to start screaming at the companies that control the platforms you buy books from. They don’t listen to the writers, but they might listen to you. Insist that they make it easier for you to find the books that you want to read. Tell them you want more book categories to make browsing easier, and searches that actually work when you try to find “historical urban fantasy vampire.” Tell them that you don’t want indie books pushed to the back of the search results in favor of more expensive traditionally published books. Tell them that their job is to help you find the books that *you* want to buy, not the books that *they* want you to buy.
And if that doesn’t work, well, there’s always Amazon.
Mr. Powers was nothing like the other men—boys—whom I’d been with before.
I’d never imagined that someone just looking at me could set me on fire. Why couldn’t Patrick look at me that way? But this was his dad, and the feelings surging through my body were wrong on so many levels that I didn’t even know where to start listing them. This couldn’t be happening. What the hell had I done? I’d kissed my boyfriend’s father. He’d kissed me.
And sweet God, how I wanted him to do it again.
I should have felt guilty for kissing her, but I didn’t. From the very first moment I set eyes on Sylvie, I wanted her. I didn’t give a fuck that she was half my age, or my son’s girlfriend. I didn’t care about anything, except somehow taking her away from him and claiming her for my own.
I intended to make her mine—completely mine—and know that no other man but me was ever going to touch her again.
Part 1 of 8. Obsessed is the story of Sylvie, Callie’s best friend, from My Wildest Fantasy.
Obsessed is the follow-on series for Sylvie, Callie’s friend from My Wildest Fantasy. I wanted something a little more fun and flirty to suit Sylvie’s personality, and my cover designer came up with this. I’m totally squeeing over it. I’ll have the first installment finished tomorrow, and it will go up later this week or on the weekend.
I’ve been thinking about where I want to go with things now that My Wildest Fantasy is done. From the response to that series, I think you guys enjoyed the longer format where there was more story and you had more time to get to know the characters better. I did some basic plotting on a couple of ideas I’ve had floating around for a while to see if they’d fit the same serial layout, and in the process I realized that I wasn’t quite done with the world of MWF yet. There was another character in there who deserved a story of her own.
Now that Blake and Callie have their happy ending, it’s time to find out what happened to Sylvie.
The story will take place the summer before Sylvie and Callie are about to start their junior year of college. It will follow the same serial installment format as before, but this time I’m going to write it in dual first person POV so we can get both sides. At the time I started MWF I had reasons for wanting to just tell it from Blake’s standpoint, but in hindsight I think it might have been better if we’d gotten to see things from Callie’s side, too. Hopefully you’ll all enjoy it better this way. Or at least I hope you won’t hate it *too* much. 🙂
So, stick around for more news on this latest match made in Heaven – Sylvie and Colin.